Today I am grateful for:
-working at the SMM.
-having a lovely 2 person PED show. Usually 2 person shows are hard because, well, there are only two people in the audience. However, they were really engaged and asked good questions. It was very nice.
-Taking a moment to reflect on a difficult situation and find peace with it. I got really defensive when someone told me I looked tired. I kind of snapped at them saying, "Well I actually was feeling pretty good today so I guess it doesn't show." The truth was I actually was really tired and I was trying to not admit it to myself. Instead of actually saying I was having a hard day, I got defensive and made the other person feel uncomfortable. Within 10 minutes I was able to sort out what was going on and text them back and apologize for my behavior. They were very understanding and they also apologized for saying I looked tired in the first place. It was bad moment with a good outcome. Hopefully continuing to practice critical awareness will help me catch those moments of vulnerability while they're happening and respond appropriately.
-Working at the BNW
-laughter
-being quite and just really listening to my friends at a small get together.
-gummy bears
-as always, my friends
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