Today I am grateful for:
-My therapist. As always, she knows exactly what I need. I was able to talk about how I struggle with asking for what I want/need. She then just asked me what I wanted. And wouldn't you know, when the opportunity presented itself I honestly didn't know. I also cannot recall ever being asked that before. It felt so foreign. I started to cry. Because when I don't know what to do these days I usually end up laughing or crying. I usually laugh to keep from crying or to ward off the tears in the first place. Although a combination of both is what actually ends up happening. Which is just a-okay for now.
-being able to use the scanner at my dad's work
-first day of rehearsal going well.
-having hot chocolate and catching up with Anna W. It was actually really nice.
-the honor of babysitting for Megan. Henry was pretty good for most of the night. Very cute kid.
-all the babysitting opportunities I've gotten in the past
-late night drives with padre. It's just peaceful sometimes. No talking. Just driving. It's really peaceful.
-the basics
-melatonin
-as always, my friends.
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