Today I am grateful for:
-being able to sleep in
-having a crafternoon. I didn't have work until 4pm so I spent the day at home catching up on old episodes of The Ellen Show and did some crafts. It was wonderful. Super calming.
-candles
-having two really solid shows tonight. The five o'clock show was a bit quiet, but not in a bad way. They were just really listening and enjoying what they were watching quietly. The eight o'clock show was stellar. I told the cast this after the show, but I feel that the 8pm show was a really great indication of how people actually like the show. It was wonderful.
-improv
-feeling confident in my improv tonight
-having a lot of energy. I'm not exactly sure what the deal is, but it's all good. A part of me thinks it's the vitamin b I'm taking, but I've been taking it for a month now and it hasn't always been like this. Maybe it takes awhile to kick in?
-being invited over to Anna and Tom's to watch Downton Abby. I forgot how much I loved that show. It was also great to catch up with them a bit one on one. It's sometimes my best form of communication.
-being present. I'm aware that I feel a slight unease right now. Things have been going really well, and I think I'm just tired because it's 3am, but I'm just acknowledging it. I think I'm a bit sad(?) because I wasn't invited out to a thing tonight and because I got less on a VO check than the time before for the same company. I guess I just feel like I messed up in someway. However, I'm leaning into that. I'm aware that feeling like I'm doing less than my best is a trigger to feeling down on myself, so I'm trying out some self compassion. Breathing through it. One minute at a time. I think a good night sleep is going to do wonders.
-laughter
-the basics
-the bright clear starry sky tonight.
-as always, my friends
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