-being able to sleep in a bit
-improv
-huge theater. Three years ago in the first week of December, huge opened. I was fortunate enough to be one of the first people to perform there in a show called overheard. I'm pretty sure we did a couple of shows for just 2 people. Now they're selling out shows almost every night! It's such an amazing place and community and I'm really grateful to be amongst such incredible talent.
-butch roy. He gave (and has continued to give) me some incredible opportunities. I keep meaning to thank him in person for all the amazing things that he's done. He's really an inspiration.
-watching the youth teams perform
-laughter
-smiles
-the kind guy at the check out counter at Walgreens
-that it's December 1st and there's no snow on the ground yet.
-being present. This evening has been a bit rough. I think I'm pmsing and not the other option. To be honest I'm feeling a bit lonely. I could have gone out to the big improviser of the year awards, but I wasn't really up to be around a lot of people. I did want to be around a few of my friends though. Idk. Im just having some age old thoughts pop up. "Why would anyone want to be around me? Why am I so stupid? Why aren't I braver?" I know they these thoughts are not true, but that's where I'm at tonight. I'm acknowledging them and trying to be kind to myself. One minute at a time. It will pass.
-the basics
-melatonin
-as always, my friends
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